>i’m feeling jittery, alive, wired. an altered state perhaps, or maybe just experiencing some arterial wonder from this evening’s indulgences. i should confess that we went to burdick’s tonight (after seeing an intimate performance of ‘the blue room’ at the loeb ex). greg (who amazingly agreed to come with me to the play about a … Continue reading
>my last night in boston! well, for a little bit. here we come, china… :) quelle excitation, n’est-ce pas? tonight, after calling up virtually everybody i knew for a dinner companion, i found myself faced with endless voice mails, beeps, rings, messages, apologies, absences, and emptiness. i ended up going all the way to coolidge … Continue reading
>so this morning i talked with him. on the phone. miraculous. i could hear the smile in his voice, the familiarity, the sincerity, the laughter. slightly over the monthly quota. twenty minutes? expense well worth. i miss him so much. it’s as if the mexican sunshine flowed from his words straight into my heart. throb, … Continue reading
>i have this love-hate relationship, see. each of us has his role, and for most of the time, we enjoy mutual happiness. on a good day, i smile and watch the sky, thankful that he’s helping me accelerate faster toward my intentions, my destinations, my hopes and sorrows. however, often i fear that i’m becoming … Continue reading

